Did I do a right job

Did I do a right job???

Don’t know. I don’t have answer whether I should work at here or not.

I feel useless. I’m a diploma holder. But my job is everyone can do de even without certificate. Maybe this job is not what my favorite. So, I will have this type of thinking. I felt like I waste my parent money to study. Because I just do this type of job. Actually, I want work at design film. But, I lose confident to myself. I felt that I’m not creative enough. I not brave enough to show my work to other people.

I should have confident, brave to my own work, own design. But I found that I don’t have. I even not confident to interview, to tell the person in charge this is my work. I afraid they laugh me, laugh of my idea like children…I also not confident to my software skills. But I want to work at design firm, to learn more.

U told me that I shouldn’t work this type of job because I can’t learn anything n not help for my future job. Besides, u said it also waste my time. I know, I agree. Can I change job? Can I find a job I like? I worry not people like my idea. Not one want hired me.

What should I do?

I really need some confident n brave.

God, can u give me some confident.

Let me believe myself that I can do it.